My Ideal Love

What is my ideal love? Well before I begin I have to ask, what is love anyway? I don't think you can date someone for 6 months and say that you truly love a person. My love...whenever I find that love won't be "perfect". However, if I had to describe my ideal love, I'd probably say that... she'd have to be beautiful from the inside out. Looks don't mean much if you have the personality of a convict or even worse, an infant.

I'd never need the sunlight because my eyes would light up with the intensity of 1000 Suns just at the thought of her. It wouldn't mater if her %#&@$! were small enough for me to grip with one hand or large enough for me to sleep on, as long as she were a real woman. Outward appearance is something she'd never have to worry about around me because in my eyes she's flawless. However in the flawlessness she would be flawed because if I wanted someone with perfect breasts and a six pack, I'd marry a model. A woman with history is a treasure, if your body looks like it's never seen the world outside of the doctor's office... you're not real. Breast implants, lip injections, ass injections, botox, makeup for days, and hair weaves are the devil! I'm attracted the most to a woman if I wake up next to her without makeup, hair wrapped up, breath kickin! and can still think she's as beautiful as she is when she's all made up. Beauty is only skin deep, but ugly is to the bone. A beautiful face means nothing because you won't stay physically beautiful forever. I want a person with a beautiful soul. Someone who can smile at the thought of me smiling when I think about her.

I want a love that when we argue, people can't tell because we're so in love that our fights look like music. I want to be in the middle of an argument and then just laugh because I know whatever we're fighting over isn't stronger than our love and when we hold each other, our problems just dissolve.

I want my love to be secure in the fact that she can go left and I can go right and she knows that when we're finished, we'll meet right back in the middle.

I want a love that people write songs about. Then people get drunk and sing that song to their loves in karoake bars. I want my love to stand the test of time and beyond. My love will look at me on day 1 million the same way she did on day 1 because she knows I will be looking at her the same way. I want to love to love. I want our picture to be next to the definition of love. I want to be the poster child for love.

But...until i find that love she'll remain an ideal.